Nervous energy and melancholy

I am sometimes so hyper, I am a bundle of nervous energy. That is how I described myself to a colleague today. Later, I went to Michael's looking for safety pins and found myself in the yarn department. The only word that came to mind was melancholy. I used to embroider and sew and quilt and do all these homemakie things. That season is over, I guess because I work full time. I find my work meaningful, and I don't really want to do all those things, but it somehow affected me emotionally. So i drank one of those little bottles of wine and took a nice warm bath. I feel relaxed and I know tomorrow will be a new day with new opportunities.